Oh god. Why do I always feel like I’m an annoying little shit who just well annoys you :/

Holy cow. That was somewhat amazing. Never in my life thought that would happen.

Fuck. Why do I always come off as desperate and pathetic.

I’m never going to be what you want. I’m not tall, I’m not attractive and I’m not muscly. *Sigh*

Loving someone who doesn’t love you back in that same way is one of the hardest things to do day in and day out. Sometimes I want to completely give up because I see it as futile, but other times I get a glimmer of hope that maybe, just maybe one day we might end up together and I’ll be able to hold you tight and never let go. Why am I saying all this, no ones going to read it. Guess I just needed to vent.

I wanna text you but it just feels like I’m annoying you :/